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Mile +Cherub~~~ December 31 昨天，今天，明天。。。2008总结~~~貌似很多朋友们都写了08年总结。。。那我也自我反省一下即将过去的一年~~~
08年经历了很多事，世界的，国家的，自己的。
学到了很多东西， 上课的， 实习的， 生存的。
经历了一些不愉快， 被一个坏房东老太骗了钱， 听说了朋友的自杀，很难过， 股票市场的低迷我也不好说什么了。。。
也有不少让我小小开心的事情， 家人对我一直都那么那么好， 新的老的朋友们也都是大好人， 就我自己而言赚了一些小钱~~~
还是很迷茫自己将来到底想干什么选择什么样子的生活， 于是在不断探索尝试中前进或者绕圈。
有的时候觉得和上海和交大已经都点脱节， 有些惆怅不过更多的是想念。
外面社会形势据说很差， 不过我目前而言还是有点盲目的乐观。。。
明年又是充满期待的一年， 感谢老天对我的好好照顾， 也希望对我的支持再接再厉！：） November 03 玉米地。。。 已经很久没有离开过中校区5英里以内的范围了。。。昨天很高兴可以和club的朋友们去开车30分钟的Saline的一个玉米迷宫玩。 记忆当中好像从来都没有看到过真人版的完整的南瓜和长在“树上”的玉米，所以昨天看到了觉得很激动。南瓜长的很漂亮，玉米也长得很可爱。：） 然后又是第一次喂了小绵羊和马儿吃草。小绵羊嘟嘟的很好玩，还会为了吃东西站起来。我把草块放在手心里，小绵羊就会有舌头把它们舔到肚子里，真的很Q。马也是，不过它们长得比我高，舔我手的时候我还是有点慌得。。。我摸了摸它们的脸，感觉很温暖。。。 简简单单的快乐，就很快乐 ^_^ October 26 How Starbucks Saved My Life...... ... ...
"I went to Borders this afternoon. Borders is my daily place, my resort in Ann Arbor, a place for healing, a place for escaping...the place I need to be. I ordered my Mambo tea (aka "Passion" in Starbucks),sat at the window seat where I could see Michigan Theatre and passengers, and started reading this "How Starbucks Saved My Life".
I was eased a little when seeing the title, which reminded me of my summer at Bloomfield. The Starbucks @ Woodward & Square Lake was my REAL home after work: I stayed there for hours sipping coffee, tea and hot chocolate while reading, web-surfing or daydreaming. Their music was tailored for me,from the 60's to Bossa Nova. Their baristas were extremely friendly to me, chatting with me and offering complimentary drinks. This title evoked my subtle yet joyful memory.
And reading the book, I found it was thrilling and encouraging. There must be empathy, or telepathy, or little miracle...I found many "aha" moments enjoying the book. The story sparkled me and revitalized me.
Much better right now, I feel like I have just gone through SAMSARA and reborned. I still have passion, courage of conviction, and strong sense of self that take my next steps into the world... "
September 15 RandomCold rain outside. Hot chocolate inside.
In a gloomy Sunday afternoon, I'm nestling in this tiny, bright & cozy cube in Grad Lib., taking a bird's-eye view of the buildings and trees in the rain, sipping my cocoa and browsing through my WSJ.- A long-lost sense of security and stability sparkles and returns, temporarily.
I've been searching desperately for the security for years, yet miserably failed. In fact, the seaching process itself is stressful and only "upgrades" the insecurity. Life is so changeable and fast-paced, (or it's myself make it this way), I feel like I'm wandering in a desert without compass, I keep moving but can't predict the path. - "I've heard that there's a kind of bird without legs that can only fly and fly, and sleep in the wind when it is tired. The bird only lands once in its life... that's when it dies."
There's an urgency of adopting a new philosophy. Act now. August 30 Very True...一个朋友的training session里看到的。。。挺有意思的。。。小小改了一下。。
We are balancing many pressures — we are looking for a release to manage stress in our lives. Pressures
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